Trying to get back on here

I am trying to get back on here and post a few more then i usually do. Ive been busy with jobs, I finally got a steady job Ya Me, I also have moved and i have moved into my own apt and i am very excited about this new adventure. I plan on writing bout this move,also bout fashion and makeup. After all that is my world and passion to heart.

My move to CT wasnt a hard decision. Why you must ask. It is because i dont have a bf, not kids to stop me. Yes i do have my family back in nyc. I do miss them but i dont want to regret not jumping at the chance of being on my own and taken care myself. Yes i am by myself and kinda alone,but i do have a great friend up here helping me adjust. He is like my big bro. He looks out 4 me and got me a good job. Possible job growth thats great for me.

I kinda do miss some ppl. But I need to do this, I kinda do miss one guy but i know there isnt a possible future with him =(. Always kinda hoped a wished for that guy to really miss me and want me. But i sure know there isnt a future there. One can hope rite lol.

Anyway my life here is quiet and simple. My apt and room is slowly getting decorated . There will be pics to come soon i promise. That is all for now,keep a look out for more blogs from me

ally bad day. Nothingn is helping. Its normal to go through this. Everyone has these feelings. Nothing to b ashamed of.

ns its only natural. But when i want somelne to talk to they rnt there. I listen to every1 else,but noone is around to help me n it hurts. Today is my re

real way to help. Sometimes all i need is sumones shoulders to cry on. Then there r times i just want everyone to just LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. It happe

yslf n just ending it. I feel like ppl dont get it. And ppl dont. Some ppl dont read into my cries for help, others do try to help. Honestly there isnt a

I'm here to share alittl bit bout myself. I know i suffer from depression. At times it isnt bad then there r times like NOW all i think bout is killing m

I'm here to share alittl bit bout myself. I know i suffer from depression. At times it isnt bad then there r times like NOW all i think bout is killing m